Hello. I feel so stressed. Today I didn't attend school, because I woke up late and I didn't prepare anything. Didn't insert my uniform shoelace, didn't pack my bag, didn't have time to do my hair and the worst, I couldn't find my school shoe. So I gave up searching high and low for my shoe and went back to sleep at 7.45. But I couldn't get to sleep. Miracle huh? I was worried, about the lessons I will be skipping. Worried that I couldn't cope up with others and fail so badly in my CT and worried that when I return to school tomorrow I will have a whole pile of work to do. In primary school, nobody cared about not going to school. Just tell your parents to write a letter and give lame excuses to teacher like I didn't know what homework to do and she'll let you off. But now it's so different. I kept thinking about my studies and whatsoever that I couldn't sleep at all. So at 8.30 I went to watch television but there were no shows. How boring.

Yesterday I returned home from the trip. I apologise for not replying my smses because my pathetic prepaid phone cannot send out sms overseas. Ok I did had fun during the trip, and I took lots of photos but they are not with me. Immediately after I reached home last night, I bathed and rushed through my work. I feel so dumb because today I didn't go to school after all, so why do my work like mad? Now I'm worried about shooting. I think I have so many things to worry about. This Friday I'm gonna have my first test paper and Sunday I'm going to go for the Monthly Shoot @ Yishun Safra. I think I'm gonna drop the pistol once I hold on to it. It's been a week since I last went for shooting training. Tomorrow recess I'm so going to shoot :)

Well I think that's all I want to blog today, and I pray hard that tomorrow I don't see Miss Chia for History.